Lost and Found

I am pretty lost today after hearing from Mr H. is going to leave me soon and flying back to his own country, France. Mr H. is quite a tall man with the height of 1.90m and medium size body. When I first met Mr H. it was at DC, where I usually hang out there to have my lunch when I am very broke.. I always see Mr H. at DC buying his favorite food.. I only started noticing that when he actually caught my attention.. It was an unforgettable one. So as each time when we saw each other at DC.. we will be saying Hi and Bye.. basically just this few polite greeting we pass to each other.. So what trigger off?? As for me, when I get to know a person, I just wouldn't want to just say Hi and Bye.. I wanted more like getting to know the person better.
So during one of the usual afternoon lunch at DC, I pluck up the courage and talk to him.. and first thing we did was to exchange our no.. so from that day onwards we started off sms each other day and nite.. and that's where it trigger off.. We went out with a few dinner dates and drinking session.. Eventually.. we get closer...
During the past few months of going out with him, I find that he is really a nice guy to be with.. despite the fact that both us are having different culture, different understanding and communication barrier.. Everything is still okay.. He is a real gentleman who loves to surprise you with flowers and dinners.. It feel so good to be with him.. as he try to make you feel special when you are with him.. I really love that kind of feeling..
So when today when he told me he is leaving soon.. my world just sank to the bottom.. it is still floating yet to sink.. but I know I can let it go.. at least we have happy moment together..
Now what I can do is do count the days till he be gone..
Despite the fact I am lost, but I know i will gain something.. but what is it?? I am not sure.. As my heart is still blur with the lost I am hving right now...