First Blog for 2006

Arrgh.. I know it is a brand new year and I should be living in a happy mood.. with butterflies and colourful flowers surrounding you.. But too bad.. obviously rite now I don't have any.. and so what if I have? I don't think I will be enjoying it..

Cant believing living on the earth for a nearly half a century, my life still sucks.. this time round it is big time sucks! Sucks all the way.. damn it.. I hate it..

Many of the website I have gone to check on the description of my horscope.. its all bull shit.. :

* I never been a homely girl.. I love partying and clubbing.. many of my ang moh friends labelled me as "Party animal".. and my asian friends labelled me as "Chongstress.." well cant blame me for that.. for the last 17years of my life I have been kept in a damn freaking pathetic cage with no movement.. so since now I hve the freedom.. why not use it and not waste it..

* I never been a loyal person to sticking one partner.. well the way I said sounded like I am going round fucking people.. but thats not what I meant.. I still flirt even I am with that someone... but times I tried to be loyal to that someone.. but it alwys turn out that someone is a jerk or bastard.. Damn it.. I guess like my gf said bcos you are still now in a play mood.. therefore no guys will take you serious.. Oh yeah! maybe she right.. but think about it..why waste your life.. use it.. be fun and bold...

*I never been a cooperative person.. since my whole life is about working.. I learn to be a loud person.. if I not happy with you.. i shoot you down bluntly.. fast and furious.. I dun give a damn about their feelings.. as I am immune to mind.. since the day I am born .. I am begin condemnd.. jinx.. bitch.. slut.. what else .. well let all these words fly to me.. and I can tell you.. get the shit out here.. or u have a taste of mind...

Arrgh.. and these are a few points.. i have to strongly highlight.. I am no longer the angel or the next door girl.. tdy I gonna to something that will shock everyone.. LOL

This sat will be the show time..

Muahaha... evil laughter.. another side of me