The Reason

There's many things I wish I didn't do. I know it is wrong, but just couldn't stop myself from falling into the deep dark well. My hands are bleeding profusely but it still didn't stop me from digging. Nevertheless, I still keep the part of the bright light in me so that I can continue learning... I never meant to do those things to people whom I love deeply and dearest to me. And so I have to say before I go, that I just want you all to knowI've found a reason for me... To change who I used to be... and a reason to start over new and the reason is you... I'm sorry that I hurt you guys deeply...

It's something I must live with everyday and all the pain I put you throughI wish that I could take it all away... And be the one who catches all your tears... And be the one who will be standing outside carrying umbrella when you needed one.. to protect you from the scorching sun and the bitter rain... Thats why i need you to hearI've found a resaon for me... I'm not a perfect personI never meant to do those things to you all ... And so I have to say the reason to show a side of me you didn't know... Its all because of you... and it is also because of the pain that hurts me so deeply..

All I wanted is to have.....