The THING...

This thing had been in me for quite sometime..its hard to explain and hard to tell or understand why it is happening to me.. Sometime I really want to step into another part of my world to understand it.. But how? I still in search for the answer!

The thing.. or maybe I should not call the thing.. anyway.. its about the sixth sense that I have..its not so obvious or that strong as Nostradum who forsee the future.. My sixth sense alwys come and goes esp if there are serious problem that happen to people I care and love...

I remember back in my poly days, I have this close friend whom I wanted to help her badly.. Everyday I would lunch with her, help her in studies and meanwhile increasing her confidence that the world is not that bad after all.. Then one day, while I was in church I saw a vision in my head.. I saw her weeping away and looking drained out. Soon when I got home, I gave her a call to check on her.. Truth enough, she was weeping and she was surprised by the call I make to her.

And another incident, it came thru in my sleep as dream..but then this dream, I have to study and understand every symbol that show up.. but then when I am able to reveal the meaning.. it jst happen! Sigh...

Conclusion : this thing have been in me have becoming stronger and before any call or message comes to me, I know what is the next move.. but sometimes I just doubt it and when I doubt it I lose it.. Thus right now, I really wanna walk on the other side of my world to understand how can I use it.. of course for the good course!

But how?