First Day

Well today is the first day.. first day of not having Mr H around me.. he has finally got onto his plane starting with his new journey.. exploring new things in his life.. I am pretty happy for him that he got the chance to fly down to Asia and starts a new journey for him before he goes back to his own shaggy home in France.. But its sad for me because he is no longer beside me.. I am starting to miss him terribly.. because we used to lunch together .. and now he is not by my side.. No more smooches.. hugging and no one there to call me .."Princess.." I miss him now..
Today is going my first day.. how am I going to survive throughout this day.. without having the chance to see him at all.. Its now driving me crazy.. up the walls.. I must confess that I do really love him a lot.. and hope that we can have one more time to be in one another arms.. I miss you Mr H.
Just to let you know right now my loneliness is killing me!!! Tears is now starting to roll down to my rosy cheeks.. sob sob in slient!