Tired.. Tired.. Tired...

I am all tired.. I really can't stand working with people anymore. They can be so nice with you at one moment and can be a dumb mean asshole in front of you. Everyday early in the morning, I will be wearing different type of face mask to work; none of them are happy face mask. I guess the only time for me to be happy is when I get the chance to work for no body.. and none of anybody need to work for me. I guess like I said before I am a lone ranger, working alone is nothing to me. I feel better this way.
But if I tell the older generation about my dream and complains, none of them will want to listen... there is always a saying that : "I ate salt more than you eat rice.." well I cant be bother anymore.. bcos at there time policemen wear shorts and now policemen wear long pants... so how to compare?
So changing face masks everyday to work is a tiring thing to do.. and what make things worse is you cant have your own mind when you work.. you have to always sit and wait for your boss.. for what?? To pass info to you, and without it.. you cant do anything.. even you chase them from the begin of the month and to the end .. you still dont get an answer.. so when they need something urgently they start chasing you like mad.. all fingers will start pointing at you.. damn it .. it now become your fault.
Its always easy to pass the shit down to the people that are below you.. and we are always the unlucky one who are at their bottom collecting their shit..
Damn it .. actually when you think about it.. I prefer to be a toliet cleaner.. rather than having a normal job.. its worse then anything.. So isnt our job equivalent to toliet cleaner ... and I think it is worse than it!!!