Guilt!!

*God I really pray that Mr A.. will forgive me about the past..*

This guilt has been with me since last year when I broke up with Mr A. Well.. it is hard for me to tell anyone what actually what happen. I know it is silly of me to actually believing someone and not standing up to ask Mr A. the truth. I do ponder what happen if I really do that, what will happen? But I guess for me I like to run away.. dislike facing the real problem.. or even bother to solve it.. I always believe in my intitution.. but sometimes it do get me into trouble.. sigh and it did.. I can't wish that I could turn the clock back .. or wish that it didn't happen. But this whole situation definitely going to leave me in guilt and I do pray that Lord will soften his heart .. I really need his forgiveness.. forgive me for walking out of his life without an explanation.. Anyway.. I do believe what goes around will comes around.. I will always remember this lesson..
I need a peaceful mind right now.. can't let my mission be blurred.. Please Mr A. forgive me and hope that you be blessed with lots of love.. take care..