Lazy Day!

Feeling very lazy now a days.. and I do not know why? Is it I getting a self employed symptoms..? I don't know... Sigh...

Past few nights I have been waking up in the middle of the nites with strange and weird dreams.. all involve with people I know.. n these people are either super glued to me or I just got to know them... The super glued to me actually talk to me and even trying to tell me something "impt" in the dream.. but when I tried to recall in the morning I couldn't.. bcos at least in a nite I would have 3-4dreams and which means I would be awoke 3-4 times.. see this is how tiring it can be... I do try to interpret what it means with the help of the internet.. dream interpretation.. but sometimes it do make sense.. but thats not the point.. the point is it come true.. AND ITS FREAKING SCARY!!!

Please please those dreams that I have recently don't come true.. bcos it eat into me and make me vulnerable... oh GOSH!!!!

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Something to share.. this morning when I woke up while checking for sms ... all of sudden I feel sad.. I misses D... sigh ... despite the fact that D is here... but I STILL MISS D! Sometimes I wonder.. I wonder why D is like this... is it true D is shy? I dont knw... I have knw D for mth... and if D is still SHY.. then I do not knw what to do.. BCOS I am tired TO BE alwys THE ONE asking D.. sms D..
And bcos of this.. I don't knw what D is thinking.. and I am tired.. VERY VERY VERY TIRED.. sigh.. what am I suppose do? Talk to D... I dont knw man.. bcos matter a fact I am damn straight foward person.. and shoot ppl straight DWN...

Aiya.. why my life is like that.. alwys worry abt un-necessary PROBLEM!!!

I should also go learn meditation.. may be it helps...

Ok lah.. Oops I am ranting AGAIN!!!
Anyway bcos of the above factors .. I just want to say: I AM TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!