Just ME- RG

Mmm.. well I want to further add on to what I have written yesterday regards about FREEDOM.. and these are the rules that I came up with : - which means its my rule and its JUST ME...

F= free to talk and voice out anything you see
R= Regretful is not in my dictionary,
Responsible is the key to your ownself.
E= Eat and drink while you can, LIFE is SHORT!
E= Evaluate yourself all the time as to become a better person
D= Dare to dream!
O= Open up to opportunities that lead you to your dream!
M= Me.. is all I need to care about.. listen to me, myself.. but not OTHERS!!!

The above are the newly invented rules.. Well you guys out there can create your own one too..
It act like a gentle reminder for me.. to remind me..NOT TO WASTE another second IN MY LIFE... GO out and GET IT!!!!! Yahoo....

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Well feeling better now.. I have a few calls from the job agency.. guess what.. I might going back in the field as Byer.. which I have nvr like.. Damn it.. but no choice.. Living here in Singapore.. you need the damn cash $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$... and without that.. you rot like hell...

At this point, I feel suck.. like a failure.. talking big in achieving my dream.. but again set myself back in the rat race.. DAMN IT.. but nvr mind.. this is not GOING to PUSH ME DOWN..... I gonna draw up another plan.. a plan that will definitely lead me closer to my dream...

I am so glad that.. I hve the chance to explore blogging... at least I feel better each time I blog.. enjoy every moment while I type out each letters.. Mmm and all this is bcos of my wonderful cousin Y.. thank you lah.. if you are still reading my blog.. :)

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This is Sunday.. is gonna to be an uneasy day for me.. its my turn to M.T.P session.. well not going to spell out what it stands for.. but definitely something nerve wrecking.. Arrgh.. Burp! I really have no idea what I should do ...

But I have imagine myself.. :
RG sitting down at the table like a vase.. smile like an idoit.. ears are shut... but smile wont wear off.. jst like putting on a long lasting lipstick... and maybe the worst part.. my face will fall flat onto the plate..

Oh gosh.. I want to be myself.. but what so good abt myself in the first place? --- I am refering to my education level... I jst a POLY GRAD.. n they are lawyers and definitely having higher degree of knowledge than I do... Oh NO!!! Gonna make a fool out of myself...

Anyway.. I should stop here.. going further will just ruin my thinking.. :)

Oh yeah good news to share.. I going to surprise my Bibile study friends.. I going for the class this sat.. I miss them a lot.. and yst I couldn't stop thinking about them.. and just want to give them my big HUGS!!!! and the following day... Sunday... is the first step of this year back to my church.. I miss HIM a lot.. I want HIS hugs too...
I have clear away some of the -ve thoughts in me.. I have to be responsible abt my life.. so you gonna start within yourself... ;)

Ok lah.. Mst be a real long entry man... Hee hee