Oooo La la

Wow finally, CNY is over and manage to bluff through my way with latest strategic.. smile and say nothing.. it is a good way... giving people an undefine answer to their qns.. anyway glad I have gone through and fake it with flying colours..

and this CNY is also a good start.. as manage to be standing out person.. I mean in the limelight... causing a little small turbluent to my family.. well no choice its to get them to be prepared for the future... worst things are coming on their way.. muahahaha...

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I hope that I can pull through this month of Feb.. and fingercross that I get a job soon.. if not I really go crazy.. and this week D mum and dad is coming to Singapore for a short trip.. D kind of ask me to join them.. sigh.. I am reluctant to.. D comes from a very good family.. His parents are lawyer.. his sister is professor and he himself went through Harvard and even completed MBA...
Well look at me... have nothing...

Sometimes wonder what I am good at.. maybe nothing... and sometimes that is one thing that slow me down from getting what I want..is because I think too much... i lost a lot of my freedom.. and opportunities...
Now looking myself going to be a quarter century old.. I have yet to achieve my goal.. what a shit I am..

Oh gosh look at me.. ranting again.. lol so sorry..

k lah thats all loh ;)

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Guess what my same age cousin R... also have a blog.. haha.. this is the link http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=A624570&entry=20316&mode

Cool man... ;)