Where is the LOVE?

Mmm.. Not too sure you guys remember about A.. A that I talk about in one of my post.. I guess is about a few months ago..

Well I am glad that I pluck up my courage to talk to A through MSN and now through SMS.. The past 2years A has been lingering in my mind.. all I wanted was to tell A I am sorry for the trouble I caused and really hope that A will forgive me.. But thank goodness last year NOV I finally talk to A and beg him for forgiveness.. Well.. at first everything was cool and A does forgive me and gradually excepted me as friend... I was really happy.. overjoyed that A finally forgive me..

Eventually, I guess things got out of hand again.. and A start to pour out everything that A has been feeling for the past 2years... and started with this SMS:

A: Well its better to have a choice then none right.. so I guess you would understand how I feel...
RG: K k. lah I understand...
A: I didnt meant about work..
RG: HUH?? then you meant ... (RG pause for a while)... L??
A: Yes..
RG ( shock.. ): What do you mean.. care to explain mre?
A: You should knw better.. I still ... I felt I could be happier if...
RG: I am very sorry about what happen in the past.. and I am happy for you rite now as you have somebody who really L.. so do cherish.. what happedn in the past is my fault.. I should not hve listen to what other said but ME!.. and when you meant you could be happier is referring begin with me?
A: Yes true, but the problems is not that you listen to people, it's that you listen to the wrong people and take what they say as true.. I think we both would have been happier maybe.. I thought you were the one..
RG in thoughts.. I never know that this how you feel about me.. you never told me.. and gosh.. I your one.. why is this happening..
RG: Sorry about that.. really I shock.. dun know what to say..
..... ..... waited for a few minutes.. no reply from A..
RG: Hahah .. I have a very bad idea.. lets have an affair.. LOL.. jst joking :P
A: Sorry its true.. and also there has not been a day when I foot think about you and what might happen btwn us. I'm not just saying that. It is true. Man I've wanted to tell you that for so long now....
Red light alert.. red alert ...
Something struck RG.. she start to think back.. "I guess the greater barrier in a relationship is to speak out what your heart feel.. and if we are able to do.. then all this unhappiness will not happen.. "
RG immediately sms C: Hi girl.. you should start talking even it fail.. keep trying.. dun give up..

A: So how do you feel?
RG: Lost and yah I feel touch by what you told me.. How about you?
A: Mmm.. same.. you are not helping...LOL.. especially when u mention an affair.. You drive me crazy..
RG: Sorry.. please do cherish what you have.. I have learnt a lesson.. once you hve it you forgotten to cherish it.. but once you lose it you see the beauty in it and regret.. please don't make any silly mistake. As I knw you do love her.
A: So is that a long way of writing that you just want to be friends? Is an affair too much?
RG: Affair? Y? You don't love her?
A: I knew you would say that. U did mention it first. Yes I do love her. Sorry, I just don't knw what I want..
RG paused.. and this gave her mre encouragement to start talking things out with D.

A: ok well u know how I feel now. And I knw how you feel, so I guess we jst live with it. Friends?
RG: Yah.. live with it..

And it ended.. a good lesson that I have learn..
So I guess its never rite or wrong to pour out what your heart feel abt the other half.. Like I said before no one is perfect.. hence we need the tolerance and also the vice versa communication.. Its impt!