Getting Stronger..

Despite all the tired days dragging myself to work.. calling, chasing, meetings.. I still able to stand up and remind myself.. "Regina, you still have another part of you..another part of you that waiting for you to revive it.. "

Constant reminders and constant self talking doesnt motivate me much enough into getting the other part of me.. Till then when I check my bank acct and over the years the huge load of money that going down to zero.."Shit!! is all I could say.. " I just cant stand myself.. from zeros to none .. thats what I becoming... That's really freak me out.. !! I want none of it.. not going to play that role is poor bitch.. Something have to be done!

Fear, rejection is what I could think about everyday.. looking and finding another part of you, afterall is not that easy.. Sometimes, ppl are lucky they knw their calling and be what they want.. but ppl for us are not.. we have vivid pics of what we want .. but then fear comes in.. and next rejection.. why is that so.. bcos we think high and mighty of ourselves.. thus failure is unacceptable to us!

But now.. things are changing, why fear.. why wait.. not going to allow this negative thoughts to embrace me..

And now I reach a turning point, and an old fear suddenly loses its grip on me. All that work I've been doing has paid off, and my insecurities suddenly seem less all-encompassing than they once did.

Well done Regina.. be Ahead.. be daring!