Running.. panting.. avoiding..

Work right now are getting heavier and more responsbilities to carry on my shoulder. Every day is a routine for me now to get to work at 7am and knock off at 7pm.. this the life that I am rooted to and I not happy about it.. Reports, reports are all I have to rush and meet the deadline.. Well I would say some reports are just useless and redundant.. but what can I say.. I just a small fried ikan bilis waiting to be eaten up.. Due to the sitmulanteous of work load, I start to acting not myself... I became hot temper easily and vent my on people around me unnecessaries.. sigh..

Whenever things get crazy and nothing seems to go my way,I tend to go into hibernation by locking myself in my room. And I know if I keep acting this way every time a difficult situation comes up, I will never be able to conquer the obstacles in my life. What I kept reminding myself, "What I really need to do is face my troubles and fears head-on. There are up and down points in life. I must learn to deal with the down points. If I keep ducking from them, I will miss out on a great deal in the long run."

I dont know how long I can survive like this.. I guess it is time for me to learn yoga.. :)