Strange feeling

Its AGAIN been a month I have not log into blog..

It have been a tough month for me.. where I have to juggle betwn going hospital to look after my dad and work.. I cried many times whenever I sees my dad in such a bag of bone stage..
Sigh what has happen...

Tdy waking feeling sad and tears kept wanting to dash out.. but I put it to a stop.. Guess I am tired or maybe I just sick of staying where I am right now.. Just wanna get out of here and settle down in a rural place.. where I can sit down just watching the train goes by..

Well that only a "fantasy" that I alwys have when I just wanted to shun away frm my responbilites..

Been thinking.. what has stopped me from breathing to my dream world.. is it the work?

Mmm.. sometimes I just want to do 100 and one things at the same time.. as not waste any single day of my life.. But too bad I AM!

Sickening me.. writing this sickening blog..

Sigh.. when I JUST STOP begin so sickening..

Get up BITCH.. time to work you way..

Sounded like i am insercuity of life.. Well I dun knw..

Moving on now..