Exhaustion...

I think I am gonna break down soon due exhaustion...
I have been stressed up the past few months.. and I have been making myself suffering from unnecessary anixety, stress and lead to depression...
Tdy I woke up early and told my close gf C.. that I am going crazy.. bcos nothing seem to be rite at this moment..

Such as my job.. my finance.. and even my relationship with D.. I am gonna crazy.. At this point.. I would said I am in my darkest period.. where I refuse to go out and even I want to I will be damn tired.. Wo zhen de heng wu li...

The more dry up the more I went to be with D.. but then I guess like what my gf C said D just treat you like a good friend.. if not why would D want to meet up with u on Sun and thats all..
Well, I expected that do happen.. I guess I found a wrong person to lean on.. sigh..

I am waiting for my class to start soon.. it will be real soon as just nxt mon.. and I cant wait for my modelling class to be end... and hope that I (fingercross) get lots of assignment to burn my weekends.. Guess this is the wrong timing to have a relationship...

Despite the fact that I am not working.. but sometimes when I go for my workout.. I feel breathless... and suffering from migrain.. and it hurts sometimes... why this happen.. bcos I think too much and over work my brain.. Guess I should learn yoga.. get my mind clear and straight.. sigh...

My ranting is starting again.. Ok no more .. full stop here NOW!..