Losing my Sense

i am Losing my sense in drawing.. it has gone worst whn i getting bck drawing Victorian paint.. I feel lost right now and I cant find back the magical connection that I once used to have. I do not know why or how this happen??

I have the vision .. I have the pics.. I can feel the emotion of it... but the drawing jst not right.. I could see the vision clearly.. but then on paper it turn out all wrong.. Why .. why is this happening to me ..

I am losing my sense.. the sense that I once to have and proud to have..

Its seems to be "deteroriating.." and its like another part of me is "vanishing" away..

I fear that this day will cme .. whn I cant draw and write anymore..

Maybe you wont understand.. but soon you do .. whn u realise the passion u once have .. hve been drawn away frm you .. day by day without your notice...