Toulouse... Where is this place ?

Hey guess what, I just gone to the net to search where is Toulouse? I knew that Toulouse is in France.. but I didnt know its the four largest city in France. Toulouse is not only the four largest city in France, it was also known as the city in pink.. mmm.. this puzzle me .. why is Toulouse is in pink?

You must be thinking why all of sudden I am keen to know where Toulouse is ... Well the answer is simple.. because my beloved Mr H lived there.. and I also planning to go over there for a holiday.. so yeah I got to know something about Toulouse ;)

I guess what I have found.. :

1) a city of the future and the high-tech center of the aerospace industry in France. It is home to two huge aircraft makers -- Airbus and Aérospatiale -- and the National Center for Space Research has been headquartered here for more than 3 decades.

2)In 1997, Toulouse launched an air and space museum (see the entry below for La Cité de Espace). Also making the city tick is its extraordinarily high population of students: some 100,000 in all, out of a population of 600,000.

3)An ancient city filled with gardens and squares, Toulouse has a stormy history. It has played many roles: Once it was the capital of the Visigoths and later the center of the comtes de Toulouse (counts of Toulouse).

This is the link to Toulouse map :http://www.frommers.com/images/destinations/maps/jpg/662_toulouse.jpg

Somebody help!

Hey anybody out there who can help me?

Well its like this.. recently my M came (refering to the every mth thing).. and I kind of uneasy feeling.. during the first two days there wasnt much M.. and till the third day.. it starts to cos over flow.. its usually doesnt happen! The worst part is whenever I pass urine the whole bowl will be Bloody R, and wheneve this happen, I kind of feeling giddy. There was once I nearly fainted!

Oh gosh! I still feeling terrible, it seem that I have lost too much B. I tried checking with my mum yesterday nite, before I could ask her she gave me sulken face and ignored me.. I was real upset! I am trying to ask for help from someone who is dearest to me.. How could she just ignored me? In the end, I didn't talk to her.. I went to bed straight away.

Now today is my fifth day of M, I am still feeling the same.. giddy.. and still having the heavy flow.. according to the past.. my M will end on the 3rd day.. and now it doesnt.. and I am getting worried.. I couldn't bring myself to see a doctor is because of the cost.. so yah I am here to check out if anyone have the same problem.. and if you guys do have this problem.. or if you know anyone having the same problem as I do .. please please drop me a note on what should I do.. I really do feel that my blood pressure must be at its lowest now!

Sigh.. I guess I must eat lots of lots pig liver to replenish my blood level!

So please could somebody out there help me!

Thanks ! Merci Beaucoup!

Rainbow.. Flowers.. Butterflies.. Most impt I got the whole world in my hand :)

It seems that I am pretty free to blog almost everyday.. LOL.. the true is not that I am free.. its I have a lot of things to write and talk about.. My life.. my dreams.. and many more.. and keeping in heart just burden me too much..

Right now for me, I have been doing lots and lots of workout.. instead of usual 1hr workout I will stretch it to 2hrs .. I just love to see the way I sweat it out.. I feel good after that.. Beside having an incremnet in my working out, there is a smooth sailing in my writing too.. I right now able to come out 3 or more titles to write on.. I guess this help to add the colours in my life...

Another good thing that I want to add on is, I am again back on track with ALmighty God.. and now adjusting back my life as I once used to be.. I am really very happy that I am again able to hear god's voice. I have been drifted away since after I fall into the love river.. thank god that He threw a life buoy to save me from drowning deeper.. I was able to be pull out at the critcal stage, where the sea was rough and heavy storm blurring my vision. Now look at me.. I am back again and to my old self.. thats what I am happy about.. Once again I see the rainbow in my world..

Mmm.. how I wish I am a butterfly..
"Butterfly, butterfly, fly up in the sky,
fly around the beautiful garden,
and dashing through between the gorgeous flowers,
living in a life that has no worries
and tanning under the sunny day.."
Beside able to fly around in the big sunny day, I wish that I can fly to countries and countries, with my little notebook on my left hand and little pencil on my right hand as I could keep a journey on the places I went. I want to write great stories about them. I want to write it in a way that it cause a hit in all around the world bookstores.. I want to write and write and write.. non stop writer.. creates hundreds and hundreds of books; having the nickname of best writer for fairy tales.. or maybe win the award of Nobel winning award..

Now my days are getting better, the colours in my life is started to show up and the world is now beaming at me and smiling at me. I got the whole world in my hand now ;)

Surely it gonna be a few more fantastic years to go..

I got the whole world in my hand ... La.. la..la

Who Cares!!!

Who cares!!! Why do we always care so much of what others feel and think? Why can't we lead a life that we want and not having to face the music from our older generation? I don't understand, yes I know I must respect them and thats mean we must give up our whole life to them? No!! So when they leave the world who is going to be with us? No body except God Almighty will be with us.

Well living on earth for 24years.. and looking back at the footprint that left behind.. one conclusion I can make I have not done my best.. hundred of unwoven dreams which left behind are still waiting for me.. I can't turn back the time ... but I know I can do something now.. find new resources to complete the hundred of unwoven dreams.. I know I can't weave all those hundreds of them.. But at least I complete a quarter of it.. I not going to be disturb by what he say or she say.. I gonna follow my heart and Almighty God is sitting in.. begin the driver to take control of my life.. he is the only one that is everlasting.. and its because of him.. I started to see love and believe in it again.. if not life is full of irritable things that filled up and buried the kind heart u have.. SO I not going to let this happen.. life is not about how bad it is.. how unhappy u are .. and etc.. Cos right now, everyone is feeling that.. so it be common thing and no one is willing to work together to let it happen! When this happen.. people become too complacement and start generating this sentence : "Life is like that.. got to except.."

NO!! That's not true.. not going to except this anymore.. I don't want to run round and round in my life .. running in the same circles.. NO NO NO ! I wont let it happen.. gonna rock my world with my belief.. do what I greatly believed it is for me .. follow my heart.. NOT going to be a great liar in my life..

Going to create the best for MYSELF.. and when u do that .. u indirectly have a great impact on people who is around u.. so dun hestitate .. if u believe in something as long as it is good.. no matter how long the process.. gonna do your best and show it to the world.. YESH!!!

Everyday its Gonna be A Happy Day!

Hey hey.. I gonna make the rest of my days as a happy day.. I have been real tired and caught up by work.. and have no time to rest .. even there were days I totally forgotten that I can smile.. I not exaggerating.. I believe those who work longer than me feel the same way.

Why do we always get caught up and upset about work? In the first place are we marry to our company? If yes , are our husband a faithful person? NO! thats the answer. So why get myself so in with it.. y work so passionately for it.. and at the end of day.. No body give you a good pat and say well done.

So now I have learn to let go a few things :
1).. everyday coming to work, is a new day for me.. no doubt there is gonna to have new challenges for me.. I still do my best.. my best in a way working smart and not hard.. if not I will lose out.. so not going to make the same mistakes that everyone make..

2).. people said that life is like that we gonna to except.. BUT I dun agree with that.. life is all layed in our fate.. so why should be complacement about it? The more people wants us to be angry and caught up.. the more we shouldn't .. So I am not going to give in to this.. so just let go..

So what do you think? I gonna make my life different and start adding beautiful colours into it!

Yesh! Its my life and want it to be the best!!!